Thursday, July 07, 2005

to be together


right now, i just want to be with olie. simple. whatever it takes or requires of us.

i refuse to even think of the reasons why i ever left the Philippines in the first place. i can't find any reason that would outweigh the fact that in the Philippines, I was with olie. sometimes, this decision seems pretty stupid.

well, i'm here now. i've emailed our HR on how i can have olie here on the island as well and they have given me some options and requirements which i've emailed to olie for him to comply with asap.

i wonder too, if he is ready to leave the Philippines just to be with me. he has been in the same company since he started working (which is literally more than a decade ago), has close relations with his family.

it is gonna be a much bigger change for him than it was for me.

if he is not ready... i don't really know how we'd go about this. i'd probably be just out here to complete my contract. then back to the Philippines for me. No long term career for me here if that happens. oh well.

now, it seems i have the opportunity to make it big out here. i'm handling the 2 big clients of the company which is good, i get a chance to shine. and bad because i can fail big time..

hoping for the best always. FAITH.

5 comments:

Nette said...

things will workout for the best. just don't loss hope and always pray for guidance. take care of yourself, i know sometimes it can get lonely there and you'll feel home sick. just give me your number and i'll call you one of this day.tc

Joanne and Rene said...

i know the feeling of being alone. im away from home for more than a year now. its just very frustrating that i have to do a lot of overtime (working 5 days in a week. all 12 hour shifts)in order to afford to at least go home twice a year. just find ways to communicate with your h2b. as we all know communication is very important in preserving a relationship or should i say the sole factor when you are overseas. hirap talaga pero you can get used to it. always find means to be happy. take care.

Glo said...

Hang in there sis. Magkakasama rin kayo.

Aggie said...

Awwww.u have this chance to eperience it, its worth the time away. olie will always be supporting u and us, wowies, will always be here1!! Miss u!

Faye said...

hi, grace!

i'm sorry for you to feel that way! believe me i've been there. it's just that i've gotten used to it a little bit since i left in 2002. but everything happens for a reason. don't blame yourself or anyone! your love will keep you strong. and since olie gave your contact nos., guguluhin din kita tulad ni nette. haha! tc.