its freezing

you know when they say when it rains, it pours? seem to be happening to my family lately.

my cousin cherry, got pregnant right after graduation. the guy was not even finished with his degree. they got married. now my cousin lives in malaysia. her husband in the philippines. they have 2 daughters. they are at her mother's, being taken care of by her mom and sister. i don't know how they are faring.

then there is me. well i was happily engaged. an opportunity for adventure knocked and led me right here in bermuda. i had every intention of going back. but guess what.. i went too far and fell off the adventure boat.. i got knocked up, had twins and got married. right. in that same order.

and then my father. well. that is another thing. i am still in bermuda. there raised an issue about his fidelity. before that was resolved, he was diagnosed with angio sarcoma, a rare cancer. he passed away in november.

i just heard this the other day. my other cousin christine and her boyfriend was planning to have a civil wedding early this year. her father opposed the idea. (really, i do not understand why they have to go the civil route when they can go straight to the church.) anyway, a week before the supposed civil wedding date, the guy had a heart attack and had to undergo angioplasty. now what do you do in that situation?

also my brother apparently had a lump in his throat. so did my mom. i don't know what happened if they even went to get a post checkup to see if there is something to be worried about or not. gaah.

and then there's me. and my issues, drama and concerns.

the state of the economy is not making any of these any better either.