Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Thursday, November 03, 2005

thoughts away from olie

hey.

wassup. hmm. dunno what to say really. i wonder if we'll ever be together again.
i feel like if i do want to be with you, then i should go back and settle down in the Philippines for good.

what if i don't?

what if your papers to bermuda get approved. then my contract is up and i want to see another country... then you'll always be like my shadow.. following me.

what will happen to us? it scares me.

i feel like my life is on hold coz i left a part of me. i dont know whether to hold on or let go.
honestly, i dont feel like moving back to the philippines anytime soon. i can really save a lot here, i know. i also want to travel (which i can ill-afford if i have peso-wages).

should i give it all up to be with you?