tears

and the tears fell. i don't know why. i was reading an email from a person i met just once...

i'm glad that things got sorted out between us. i feel that despite our misunderstanding, we understood each other better now. and respect each other's ways and preferences.

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my laptop keeps getting the NIMDA virus.. its been like this for weeks!!! Grr...

i can't focus on my work.. or my chat.. or my blog coz the Trend Micro Scan keeps popping up the screen identifying thousands of supposedly virus-infected files..

well, i don't really expect much from our IT people.. i mean, come on! they've been sending OJTs to run programs that should cure my laptop but i've been to these trainee doctors X number of times.. i've run their anti-NIMDA program XX number of times! and every morning when i open my computer, the number of virus-infected files keeps getting bigger.

i've learned to ignore the disturbing screen this week.. reducing my time for work, or chatting, or blogging to half.

uhh.. and more on OJTs.. each time the OJT visits me, they always ask me how long i've been here or which department was i assigned to before. then they ask me where did i work before. and how long. at this rate, i get irritated. and a bit flattered siguro?!? feeling kasi ako. feeling ko they see me as new employee, na tipong rank and file. maybe i look young for my age. and i am pretty sure i am too young for this position, but what the heck. my ego is hurt!(it is that mababaw. eh panu naman istorbo sa work, chat at blog noh. and they can't seem to fix whatever it is that's wrong.)

hehehe. nonsense stuff. just blabbing.

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i'm thinking of going into business. sometime. 8 to 5 work is boring. hehehe. maybe an opportunity to do so just opened today.

we'll see.