solo flight

i feel like being alone. just for a while.

there are a lot of things in my mind.. a lot that irritate me, worry me.

--- we still haven't finalized our contract with the photographer

--- i was looking forward to some quiet, quality time with h2b this weekend at a beach. any beach. tapos ngayon, mukhang nasira na plans.

--- with much regret, i've decided to discontinue my mba at la salle. financial reasons.

--- after the wedding, then what?

sometimes pati sa kasal napapaisip ako. kung handa na ba talga ako. i better be.

maybe i should get a time out. spend a day alone. but where will i go to do that? haay. gusto ko na naman mag leave.

i feel pressured by my responsibilities. i have lots of work to do yet i do not want to attend to any of it at all. not right now.

sometimes i just want to shout and give it all up... i feel so tired. i want to be carefree again. even if just for a while.