compromise

haven't blogged in a while. couldn't find the time to gather my thoughts. im always chatting with new found chikamates, friends, teachers, advisers at kung anu ano pa, reading w@w emails, searching for gown designs, nice bouquet setups on the web.

i'm kind of settled na with some aspects of the design of my gown. it seems that this week, yan ang bukang bibig ko - gown design and designer. i even dream of my wedding march, focusing particularly on how my gown flows like a cloud or mist about me. :-)

the value of a gown - i have thought a lot about this (in fact, its the only thing on my mind whatever it is that im doing). cguro nga if i was asked to speak on any topic, i'd blurt out stuff/ thoughts that revolve on my gown. call it obsession or paranoia.. whatever. just like most brides, i want to be at my best on my wedding day - the prettiest i can be, the most beautiful look i will have my whole life. the wedding gown would most probably be the most beautiful piece of clothing that i'll ever own (and probably the most expensive, too!) i guess since this is the only opportunity i'll have to wear a bonggaceous gown and be 'THE' star of the show (di kasi nakapag debut eh..) gusto ko sana BUHOS. but i have to face it - i have to be practical as well. just as kahit in my memory lang i want to be "THE" star, there is life after it.



sabi ni h2b, wag ko daw tipidin sarili ko for gown. (hanggang magkano kaya yun hindi tipidin???)

i guess compromise is the word. that is what wedpreps has taught me. for some, cguro there are things that they really really want for their wedding (after all, once in a lifetime lang nga sya..) kumbaga, make your DREAM WEDDING into a REALITY... but when i think of what REALLY matters.. compromise comes easy na.

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the basketball tournament in our company has been ongoing for the past few weeks. our team, who have the impression (and the track record) of being the weakest just won last night. they are not the tallest, in fact maliliit pa most of them. they can't jump high. they are not as maliksi as the players of the other team. and some of them are 40+ yrs old na. but they won. i guess passion and desire and of course, teamwork prevailed. its their first win in the 6 or 7 games they played. and i'm very proud and happy for them. :-)