dates..

there are now 3 w@wies with the same wedding date as we do. aside from data and benc, angie and max, nette and mike also moved their wedding to this date. hmm.. ayan, if we want the same suppliers, di pede.

i have decided to do another TMU with Eddie Bruan. para di naman masayang. naka book na kasi eh.
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i have made it a habit to post my thoughts here. kaya lang parang lately, i have nothing to say. my life's losing its excitement. i feel so blah!! i'm bored with work.. and a week constitutes 5 work days! so its only on weekends that i feel ALIVE! but nothing's in store for me this weekend.... just a meeting with Mimi (for prenups only, if ever). nette got her already for our wed date. no big loss. we were really just considering her for that eh. :-)

haay. on coordinators naman. Clarice and I were texting yesterday and i was planning on scheduling a meeting with her within the week. fortunately, i found out that nette already got her as a coordinator. both of our times will no longer be wasted since she is no longer available on our wed date... hence, the hunt for the coordinator continues...
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reflections of past supposed to be celebrated events like my birthday and our first valentine's day

pre-bday: pampering at the salon & a new outfit
my usual celebration of bdays: lunchout with friends, no work done, fashion-arte porma, family dinner

on my 26th yr: it was like an ordinary day. yeah, there was the salon. just that. no excitement, spark, thrill.

similar to this year's vday. i thought it would be better, special. now that i have olie to spend it with. not just any bf but olie who i'll be spending the rest of my life with.

i love looking forward to celebrations. but knowing olie, i didn't put my hopes up. flowers? maybe. don't care so much. i feel it is mostly done for compliance with the tradition. i'd rather get flowers on a regular day, not expecting it. flowers just because. well, about noon of vday, i asked him of our plans, and even before we left the office... i was expecting a dinner at least. nothing fancy and prepared (because nga of his nature.. but how i'd love that!) oh, and you know, he said, bahala na. (hmpf!) so i had to take things in my hands and said we'd have dinner at CPK nga... haay.

so now i'm thinking.. this is for the rest of my life.. i'm a person who loves surprises, celebration, parties.. and i love the anticipation and excitement beforehand.. and i will be with a person who "goes with the flow" so to speak... will it really work out? wouldn't it drive me mad??? i love the highs and lows, anticipations and excitement, even if it ends up in disappointment.. i'd rather have that than a so-so experience... and i'd be with a guy who is constant naman. hahaha.. well, nobody's perfect. compromise i guess. whatever. bahala na! (so filipino!)