unwanted :-(

i've been feelin depressed and sad lately, sulking from the way olie has been treating me. IMO, things should be different.

but now, we have other concerns.

i consulted with our company physician.. i have to have an ultrasound of the liver, gall bladder area.. i do hope its nothing serious. i wish the pain would go away with just the help of pain relievers.

there are times i wish i were dead. or just gone. be not in a certain situation.

i've never thought i'd have a health problem.

i know that there are a lot of things i want to do and sometimes i feel hopeless.. that i will never get to do them in this lifetime.

i'm so glad i visited aggie's site.. i came across a website which can help me define and even achieve the things i want to do.. i do thank the person behind the 43 things site..

i hope i get to do each on my list.. something to look forward to each day.