to be together

right now, i just want to be with olie. simple. whatever it takes or requires of us.

i refuse to even think of the reasons why i ever left the Philippines in the first place. i can't find any reason that would outweigh the fact that in the Philippines, I was with olie. sometimes, this decision seems pretty stupid.

well, i'm here now. i've emailed our HR on how i can have olie here on the island as well and they have given me some options and requirements which i've emailed to olie for him to comply with asap.

i wonder too, if he is ready to leave the Philippines just to be with me. he has been in the same company since he started working (which is literally more than a decade ago), has close relations with his family.

it is gonna be a much bigger change for him than it was for me.

if he is not ready... i don't really know how we'd go about this. i'd probably be just out here to complete my contract. then back to the Philippines for me. No long term career for me here if that happens. oh well.

now, it seems i have the opportunity to make it big out here. i'm handling the 2 big clients of the company which is good, i get a chance to shine. and bad because i can fail big time..

hoping for the best always. FAITH.