perhaps

perhaps i was never meant to wear that long white dress, or walk down the aisle...

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a couple of my friends here in Bermuda are planning their wedding in the Philippines this year. it seems to me that i am more so into the wedpreps than they are. but then, i wouldn't know if they actually stopped sleeping at night and instead stay online browsing at all of those so pretty wedding whathaveyous.

i wonder if i'll ever get married. right now, it seems that i'm into the wedding and not into the guy i am supposed to marry. there is obviously something wrong in this picture.

hmmm... i wonder if i can really commit to this. a long and hard haul for sure.