funding for a dream

we went to ACDI today to get some matured investment of his (na conjugal daw.. hahahah) i was saying, would it still be conjugal if we didn't end up together??? he said dapat may collateral.. hmm.. i said, katawan ba pwede na? and he said, katawan or puri.. i was referring to puri actually hahaha.. so, i asked again, would it still be conjugal if we didn't end up together and i gave my puri as collateral?? he didnt answer. scared.
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i hope he wins a spot as one of the BOD of GECA. Election is today. :-)
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funding was to be used for Wed-related DPs - church, venue and 3logy. would it suffice? maybe we're not as ready as we (or I, ako lang ata ang feeling go na go eh) think.

we should talk. seriously. about Wed.
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too bad he didn't win. he'll do a great job pa naman i'm sure. God have other plans for Him and GECA syempre.
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i just mean na if we're seriously pushing through with sept, we should really start planning realistically. cguro, budget-wise, mas easier kung i-move sya... problem is, parang nag bonding na kami ng 17 sept 2005. lam mo un parang un na ung kasama ng system mo.. hahaha.. o di ba, practical reasons vis a vis sentimental?? hehehe.
(asus nagdahilan pa ako, masyado lang excited...) tapos ikaka emote ko na nman kung ma defer.. feel ko na na ikaka emote ko na nman. panu kaya yun. drama na nman. eh i can't help it eh.(haay.. todo pa-girl talga)
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we should celebrate mamya. win or lose dapat. there's always a reason to celebrate life.
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i was thinking about the title.. funding. can we make it a fund-raiser? hehehe. kiddin'!
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weddings are beautiful because they are outward/ public manifestations of love and lifetime commitment. i can live with a simple wedding. i do hope, we're not taking on something we really cannot handle in the end. :-)
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sometimes i get scared. parang eto na nman ako, getting my hopes up. tapos ZERO. huhuhuhu...